Well almost Christams again Martin...second one without you and it gets no easier... it hit me most when i was wrapping presents and there wasn't one for you, it's ok though don't worry i've made sure i've included you in some way. As usual Ange and kids are coming boxing day.. that really helps me i love having them around..and get to have the kids for the hols...which always bring a sense of normality to my life (if i can ever be normal heh heh ) Me and Ange were talking on the phone and said we'd make sure everyone wears the stupid xmas hats ...just for you lol, love you Martin, will speak soon xxx