I miss you more every day than i did the days before ...who ever says it gets easier...it doesn't...you just have to battle every day because you know you have to.I miss you so much it hurts i thought i knew heartbreak and sadness before...i didn't.I love you so much Martin ,wish i could share a joke or a film with you,tell you the funny stuff that happened ,i miss how we used to make each other laugh at any problems we had making them seem totally unimportant. I'll speak soon love ya pumpkin heed x